Feeling like I’m lost but feeling like I’m finding myself. Feeling like i don’t recognise my reflection but also like I should embrace it as I’ve grown for many years into this mirror image staring so longingly at me. What is it that I’m longing for?
A friend? Probably. I haven’t had someone in my life that I can just talk about my feelings to in a while. Someone whose opinion was unbiased and who genuinely cared about me. - I’m not saying I don’t have people who care about me, I have so many more than I could name at once. Maybe I’m craving the long distance connection.
But - maybe it’s not a friend.
Idk maybe I’m just rambling.
I don’t really want to go lay down beside the girl who didn’t speak to me for the last 20 minutes she was awake and who didn’t even bother to say goodnight before she just dipped.
I don’t want to sleep on the couch with no comforter.
I wish I had a friend 😞
